Fuck this.
Fuck that.
Fuck her.
Fuck him.
Fuck it.
Fuck you.
Fuck everything.

That moment when you just break down and lose every little ounce of self control. When you just lay on your bed and cry into your pillow because you just lose it and you know nobly is watching, but you wish, “only if you could see me in tears and breaking down because of you. Maybe you would see how much I care about you.” that moment when you get up, and wipe the tears off and think “how am I going to get over you? How do I walk past you in the halls and not break down like this?”